Dec 16, 2008

ssshhh.....it's secret

have you have any secret you wish you could tell someone
but you cant
why??
because you just cant trust anybody
i had plenty of secret that i wish i can share.. but i didnt
maybe its me, i dont trust anybody.. its my bad..

it might be embarrassing for me if anybody know the secret of me.. i am a very private people who did not talk that very much..
maybe there are somebody who think they can figure me out.. though i doubt it very much.. because i cant even figure ME out, myself

i live with principle, some of the principle is really ridiculous but i feel very comfortable with it.
my view might not be the same with others
i hope it differs because i want to be DIFFERENT.. but things just not what you think it is. wasn't it?
i am rambling here and i am not trying to make any sense at all.. i just want to say, that it is good to be somebody.. even though you are lil bit different from others.. you are who you are and i am who i am

maybe i need change because i am not making any progress with myself
maybe i need to be somebody else to achieve what i want
i need to start somewhere but my feet is glued to where i stand
sometime i feel that i cant move.. i just sway.. i need to change badly and i dont know where to start..

you might think that i am going to reveal my secrets to you.. it is not that many though.. you might be dissapointed... but what the heck.. this is mine, i dont think i can share it with anybody..

in conclusion, i think i dont trust anybody.. there is no one who can keep my secret..
i can found anybody YET!

ps : this is a secret, you cant share it with anybody!