..ignore this post..

my life = empty??
i think everyday in my life flow just the same like yesterday..
sometime i dont think that there is much progression in it..
just the same old boring thing i repeat in my 24 hours routine..
once i try to spice it up.. but.. huh.. it end up with me repeating the same program over and over again..
i felt weird typing this in this page..
its like opening myself.. which i rarely do..
do i want to do this???
really???
im not sure..
is it good for everybody you know to know how you feel??
how i feel??
maybe it is better for you to shut up and just concentrate at the feeling around you
be more observing.. aware.. concern to your surrounding

i..
i never really care what i thought..
i never express them..
what if people hate what i might say..
it might not be true..
but.. i still say it..
what if they hurt..
is it my fault???
in that case.. i shouldnt
i should not..
i must not say anything..
keep it in me..
let it rot
let me rot..
let me become the selfish who wont share
as it will be much better if i am the bad one.. right????

huh.. am i going insane??
too much philosophy...
too much words..

IGNORE THIS POST!!!
THE EXAM MOOD IS REALLY AFFECTING ME..
REALLY.... IGNORE IT..
DONT LET IT SUNK INTO YOUR HEAD
JUST LET IT BE...

IT IS WHAT IT IS


Ps.... i think i am weird..
how to overcome this???