Nov 9, 2009

still rambling

every now and then, there are thought coming, rushing to your mind asking you, pleading you to be better. to become the best.. to try to achieve, to succeed.. but have you ever give anything to that mind, do you ignore it, or do you answer to its call??

life is changing, it never remain static, it move.. sometime it bring you up until you can touch the sky, sometime you fall till you can taste the dirt in your mouth. changes need effort, it need a strong will within you to achieve it, but where can we find this will, do you have to dig inside of you or is it already there, waiting time to be unleash..

there is a tiger inside of everybody, i once read.. is it true.. there is a tiger in me? why cant i see it? why cant i feel it? is it roaring or it just purring in there? i know mine is sleeping.. still snoaring out loud in my eardrum.. why?? because i still not changing, im still me.. i dont feel any transformation, i remain static just like a rock at an empty dessert.. not moving cause there is not enough force that push it to the limit.. it stuck there.. i am stuck..

i hate it.. i hate it..